the worst habits stick with you

You know, I can't recall when I stopped doing work I needed to. When i started putting things off until I absolutely needed to turn it in, and then work feverishly on an item that is not my best effort.

It's followed me late into life, I'm still fighting against my own apathy and ennui. I'm trying to be good when given a project, but I find myself loafing. Man, I'd rather . . . starts most of my thoughts about stuff I need to do.

kitty is so cute, he keeps bringing his feather stick to me, he even plays fetch with it. It's kinda pathetic how much I love that cat.